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Sunday, January 20, 2008

And mine will no longer be the sweetest, most beautiful eyes you've ever seen

 Hot Kiss, won't you tell me what you miss, boy?
My Love, you got me spinning like a wound-up toy
Hot Kiss, won't you tell me what you miss, boy?
My Love, you got me spinning like a wound-up toy

Oh, father! I pray to thee!
I gotta man so blind I can't see
I'm his favourite toy
Like a beach ball
Play me up and down
and throw me 'gainst the wall

"Oh, Tallulah", he said
"You're so dramatic
"What's all that shakin' goin' on in your attic?"

Hot Kiss, won't you tell me what you miss, boy?
Hey Love, you got me spinning like a wound-up toy
Hot Kiss, won't you tell me what you miss, boy?
Hey Love, you got me spinning like a wound-up toy

You can't knock it, or rock it, or be-bop it
It's a itch you can't scratch
Nothing's gonna stop it
I'm a cheater, so ravenous
Waitin' on my man and his one hot kiss
I'm on the prowl, sent my thunder
Hour after hour, break this spell I'm under

Hot Kiss, won't you tell me what you miss, boy?
Hey Love, you got me spinning like a wound-up toy
Hot Kiss, won't you tell me what you miss, boy?
Hey Love, you got me spinning like a wound-up toy

All my life
I've searched for you
All my life...
All my life
I was searching for you

Spinnin' round the room
I can't sleep
Oh, your little girl wants to fffffff...!

Juliette and The Licks - Hot Kiss


This is the end.
The fake date made me think and it's funny:
11-1-2008 --> 11-1 = 2+0+0+8...    11+1+2+0+0+8 =22
I didn't think it before. I just chose it because he wouldn't be here. And Friday seemed to be a good day (I didn't want to spot the real one...)
So: 21 January 2008 = 150 days = 5 months in exchange of 5 years... And that's it. I tried (again) although many of you don't think so... I tried to be just a friend who needed help, but I didn't receive what I expected... Fear is a great thing, but when you are tired of facing it...you let it take control, I did, and you are doing it. You are afraid of the only thing that makes you human...thinking. Your behaviour reminds me of the Fall Ball back at Tufts... all my partners in crime (aka europeans+hongkonese tufts friends) thought the same as me: they were caged animals being freed for the first time... it was so disgusting seeing those kids drunk and high and in need of sex... We felt like we were old people looking at the youth... but it's just we were different, we weren't like those who go partying as a way of life every single day and need to get drunk and go out every single night... There are funnier ways to be happy.

By the way... who are you cheating or cheating on? The first one I can't imagine you doing it (well, I couldn't imagine you doing lots of things you've done ^^ [and I mean the costume and those things...])... and the second one neither, since you are happy and single... you have nobody to cheat on... unless you're cheating on yourself and you've just realized. If that's the case, congratulations ^^. At least, you won't lie to you anymore, ne? And I'm the one bleeding and dying ;) you know.


And still you don't understand I won't be here when you'll return... So, those photos were the last ones of Nezumi... I hope she'll live long enough to fulfill her cat dreams...
You don't have anything to share about what I sent, what was said..., that's OK... I didn't expect anything from you, I don't expect anything from you since you turned your back on me.
Thanks for watching my own special drama.
Bye.
13+12+2002 = 29 = 11 = 2  ; 17 + 07 + 2003 =  29 =  11  =  2  ; 10 + 11 + 2006 = 29 = 11 = 2 ; 12 + 10 + 2007 = 31 = 4 ???? This date just doesn't make sense... at all. So painful.



I tried to mastermind it
By saying let it be
But everytime I did it
The hurt came back at me
I told you that I need you
A thousand times and why
I played the fool for you
And stil
l you said goodbye


He's Out Of My Life
He's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
He's Out Of My Life

It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Five Years He Was Here
And I Took Him For Granted, We Were So Arrogant
Now The Way That It Stands
He's Out Of My Hands

So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now He's Must Learned That Love Needs Expression
But He Learned Too Late

He's Out Of My Life
He's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept His Love For Me Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
He's Out Of My Life


Do you remember when we fell in love?
We were young and innocent then
Do you remember how it all began?
It just seemed like heaven. So why did it end?

Do you remember back in the fall
We'd be together all day long
Do you remember us holding hands?
In each others eyes we would stare

Do you remember the time when we fell in love?
Do you remember the time when we first met?
Do you remember the time when we fell in love?
Do you remember the time?

Do you remember how we used to talk?
We would stay on the phone (IRC) at night till dawn
Do you remember all the things we said?
Like "I love you so", "I'll never let you go"

Do you remember back in the spring
Every morning birds would sing
Do you remember those special times?
They'll just go on and on in the back of my mind

Remember the times on the phone you and me
Remember the times till dawn, two or three
What about us?

Remember the times in the park, on the beach
Remember the times you and me in Spain
Remember the times...




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